Wake from your sleep
The drying of your tears
Today we escape
We escape
I was going to try and write about today, not the things that happened or didn’t, not about what I did, didn’t do… About the overwhelming feeling of my existence vs my disappearance, the fact that I’m actually ambivalent about both, my feelings for you, now mirror my feelings for life. It was going to be a hard post to write, hard to explain.
Then I remembered this song. As usual, Thom Yorke said it all already, better…
In a little while I’ll be gone, the moment’s already passed, yeah it’s gone.
And I’m not here, this isn’t happening, I’m not here.
My fake plastic love
But I can’t help the feeling
I could blow through the ceiling
If I just turn and run
And it wears me out
If I could be who you wanted all the time
I am a moth
who just wants to share your light
I’m just an insect
trying to get out of the night
I only stick with you
because there are no others
You are all I need
Radiohead // ‘All I Need’ // In Rainbows (2007)